2011. The year where work stayed status quo. The year aunt j passed away. The year I started feeling really ambivalent about staying alone and being independent. Suddenly, it wasn’t fun anymore. 2011, the year where the Ps finally came home after 2.5 years away. Now, its no longer life alone.

2011, the year I went to cambodia, one of the best trips overseas so far. :)

Also headed to BKK and Bali; where a friendship really scared alot out of me.

2011’s also the year of UPs and DOWNs, <3 wise. Was almost ready to give it up and move on, when A told me his feelings. Which was a huge load off my heart, definitely. 09.10.11, A year after we knew each other, things finally happened:) Thereafter, its been a whirlwind, feels alot longer than the couple+ months that have passed. I still feel really uncertain and insecure about our future together really. I don’t FEEL like he loves me as much as love should be, or is it just me? But I know that I’ll really just leave it in God’s hands and continue praying for us every single day, cos I know his important to me, no matter how undeserving I think he may be of my effort. I need to stop forgetting how good he is to me, and stop focusing on what he fails to do.